neverr post since ytd ; quite tired after keyboard lesson and work siian ji pua xia . haiis she knew that ii smoked ; and said thatt she won't come back to miie because of that . stupid excuse xia ; she dun even loved miie at all haiis why talk s0 much xia . if she loved miie she won't care and will just come back to miie . she should know that ii would quit smoking and stuffs like that ; she will neverr know how much ii loved herr . SIIANS ytd go watch ghost tunnel ; the storyline is quite riduculous barhs . but the ending quite nice and sadd as the girl's friend die xia . saw Jovelle mummy and Jasper daddy siian ji pua . they are so sweet ; haiis I'm gonna break down any minute soon . luckily the time passed quickly ; I hope she will come backk .yesterday was my supposed me and hazel's third month ; haiis ii'm getting more upset then . mem0ries 0f the past all flows back to miie ; ii'm trying to put all of that awayy but it is too many things . too many things of the past ; she will never know how hurt ii am . looks like it is gonna be a LONELY VALENTINE'S DAY for miie and my hia di's ; siians . what to do xia that dayy ; maybe go home sleep to numb myself . gonna quit smoking because ii gonna bo money liao ; and maybe gonna build my stamina and body up . feel so fcuked up right now ii'm gonna call my hia di to chat ; SIIANS .
YOU NEVER WANT TO BE BACK WITH ME ; STOP LYING TO ME AND YOURSELF .
YOU JOLLY WELL KNOW IT YOURSELF ; WILL YOU EVER KNOW HOW HURT I AM ?
I ONLY WANT YOU TO LOVE ME BACK THAT IS SO SIMPLE .
YOU WILL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU ; YOU WALKED AWAY AND LEFT ME PICKING UP THE PIECES ALONE .
I WAS CUT BY THEM ; BLEEDING SO PROFUSELY YOU DON'T EVEN CARE .
I CONTINUED PICKING THEM UP ; MY HEART ONLY HAS ONE WISH ONLY YOU CAN FUFILL IT .
I ONLY WANT YOU BACK .
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ME
ZHIYANG
SIXTEEN GOING SEVENTEEN .
FOURTEEN MARCH 1990.
SIMPLE LIFE.
FREEDOM.
NIGHT LIFE AND HIA DI'S.
