Saturday, March 3, 2007
Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way
And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing
I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can
When you go
Would you even turn to say"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay
And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa
When you go
Would you even turn to say"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
Well come on, come on
When you go
Would you have the guts to say"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
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12:56 AM
well ; just came back from work . pretty depressed ; hahs almost everyday i am feeling that wayy . ii dun know how to describe ; ii am feeling that ii am gonna be a different Zhi Yang soon . someone probably ain't gonna believe in love ; more pessimist ; slowly be engulfed in the darkness . ii am gonna break down anytime ; well ii am not gonna let anyone see me breaking down ; this pain will anyone understand ? haiish .
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12:53 AM
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
hmmms . time really flies ; and it is 2 more weeks to my birthday . many things happened ; although ii know mostly are bad larhs ; but life still has to go on . right now she has left so far away it will be hard to turn back ; but ii know sooner or later ii got to move along ; or remain hurt . she is happy now ii guess ; ii couldn't give the happiness or be as good as him . ii remembered my birthday last yr is pretty sucky ; it is at cruise ; lol . ii have many wishes ; oh well ; can't say out ; if not they may not come true . right now ii am just like walking down in the rain alone at night ; there is lightning ; all the people in their houses are asleep ; nobody see me in the rain . if only there is someone ; someone who would just be in front of me ; taking the umbrella ; asking me and shelter me back to home . that is when my happiness arrived . but when will that day come ? when will ii see the rainbow after the storm ? it seems never ending ; it will never stop raining . and as each day passes by ; ii'm getting weaker and weaker ; and the rain is getting heavier and heavier; drowning me as ii fell into the puddle . ii am getting more and more pessimist ; perhaps ii may no longer be the Zhi Yang you used to know . WHERE IS MY HAPPINESS ?
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2:47 PM
Sunday, February 25, 2007
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ME AND XIAO KEAI . KEKES . THANKS FOR THE EDIT . ((:
ALWAYS . (:
hmmms it is been quite some time since ii last posted ; well been busy with work and stuffs ; dun wanna post so much about my personal life . it's been one month plus since ii am single ; people keep asking me how am ii gonna start to look for my happiness . or whether ii have found my happiness . yuups no doubt about it ; ii can only walk down the road that is called life ; and slowly ii will find my happiness . ii have been single for three year plus ; will it happen to me again ? guess ii am gonna keep moving forward ; not gonna let the force pull me to loneliness . things sometimes dun go my way ; ii know but what to do ; you don't expect her to come back to you ; a miracle you can only dream for it to happen . not really much to write ; except about the outings with CHIAKI XIAO KEAI and MELVYN . and also about my job from five to two at suntec last night ; ii am working OT because of the eight dollars per hour rate . kekes . (: next week ii will be full ; working five days of bouquet ; may not be online or posting as frequent . guess ii can only go out after next week ? maybe wanna go kenn's house to see his rabbit ; so cute . xx=
I NEED A MIRACLE . SERIOUSLY .
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