Thursday, February 22, 2007
你们要快乐 要紧紧牵手
你们不幸福 我会难过
成全最爱的人 不是为了看着他寂寞
你们要快乐 要天长地久 你们没有错
爱是自由
走出这扇门后 至少我还有辽阔
你们要快乐 要紧紧牵手
你们不幸福 我会难过
成全最爱的人 不是为了看着他寂寞
37 DAYS OF WAITING ; I LET YOU GO BECAUSE I LOVED YOU TOO MUCH .
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ytd the whole night ii have been thinking hard . thinking about what happened during the periods of waiting for herr ; ii continued as each day passes ; having the hope of having herr to come back to my side ; refusing to remove the knife she stabbed deeply into my heart . it is seven ; my answer is up . I DECIDED TO GIVE UP . 37 DAYS OF WAITING ENDED JUST LIKE THIS ; the last present ii gave to herr was that eeyore toy . ii decided to let her go ; just to hope that she is happy without me ; ii feel that ii am a barrier to their relationship . perhaps what she said about having feelings about me was just part of my wishful thinking . like what others said ; ii was just too naive and foolish for herr . looks like ii'm backk to my own wayy of life ; darkness is what ii'm probably fated forr . ii made the decision ; it is painful but ii know ; she ain't gonna come backk anymore . if ii am gonna continue to wait it ain't gonna make things better ; it just gonna make my pain worse as the knife is still stuck to my heart .
ii realised that loving someone do not necessarily have to have him/her to be with youu ; so long the one you love is happy ; you will feel the same wayy toos . that is love . people who sayy they will love you forever and stuffs ; ii feel that they are too foolish and naive . they dun even know what the future will bring . if you sayy you love a person forever and when you found out he/she is playing with youu all along ; will you stick to that person forever ? the word 'forever' brings a huge importance ; it means till the day you die . endless .
Well ; ii am here agaiin . all alone agaiin . where do ii head for my happiness ? i'm walking down the road agaiin ; the unknown is there for me . ii have to be prepared for hurt ; lies and deceit . a strong force is pulling me from my happiness ; will ii have the strength to turn back to find my happiness ? Time will tell ; in the meantime ii only have my friends ; my dream ; my family to live for . Guess these few days ii may not post that often ; work and my outside life is making me feel occupied . that is the way to make me numb ? When will ii find my true happiness ? Time will tell . Till then . . . ((:
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Sunday, February 18, 2007
SLIP SHOES FOR THE DAY ; I AM THE ODD ONE OUT . =xX
LIFE IS SO SHORT IT IS JUST A DISTANCE AWAY .
IT'S A BIRD . . . NO IT IS A PLANE . . . IT'S ZHIYANG AND KENN . ((:
BROTHERS 184 . ((:
A FEAST OF BROTHERHOOD . ((:
Well ; a picture tells a thousand words . lazy to sayy what we did that dayy ; may not be posting because ii am going to genting tonight . will be back on monday night . zzz . HAPPY CNY everyone ! ((:
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