Friday, February 16, 2007
I REMEMBERED THAT DAY ; I WAS BROKEN ; UNLOVED .WISHING THE DAY COULD BE OVER UPON THE STARS ABOVE .THEN I SAW A HAND REACHING OUT FOR ME ; IT WAS YOU .WHO BROUGHT ME LOVE SO BEAUTIFUL I NEVER KNEW .YOU NEVER DOUBTED MY WARPED OPINIONS ON THINGS LIKE SUICIDAL HATE ;YOU MAKE ME COMPLIMENT MYSELF WHEN IT WAS TOO HARD TO TAKE .YOU STAYED BY ME ; WE WALKED DOWN THE PATH HAND IN HAND .GAVE ME WARMTH ; THINKING THIS LOVE WILL NEVER END .BUT UNTIL THAT DAY ; YOU SAID LET'S BREAK .THE THINGS WE HAD JUST FADED ; IT WAS TOO HARD FOR ME TO TAKE .I BROKE DOWN ; I WONDERED WHY .MY TEARS JUST DRIPPED INTO MY HEART ; I JUST COULDN'T CRY .HOWEVER I HAD THAT HOPE ; OF YOU COMING BACK ONE DAY .' ZHIYANG LET'S START AGAIN ' ; THAT'S WHAT YOU WILL SAY .BUT THAT WASN'T MEANT TO BE ;YOU ARE WITH ANOTHER GUY ; IN FRONT OF ME .I REFUSED TO BELIEVE ; THAT IT WAS TRUE .THE PAIN I WENT THROUGH ; WHO KNEW .SHOULD I WAIT OR SHOULD I STAY ?I'M SO CONFUSED ; I LOST MY WAY .ALL I COULD DO IS TO WAIT FOR YOU TILL YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND ;REMEMBER ME ; I'M ALWAYS BEHIND .I LOVED YOU ALL ALONG .
31 DAYS ; STILL WAITING .
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AFTER WORK WAITING FOR MRT TO GO TO HER PLACE . REFLECTIONS . ((:THE BLOOD I SHED FOR YOU ; CAN IT BRING YOU BACK ?
THE SCAR REMINDS US THAT THE PAST IS REAL .
didn't post for ytd ; ps . too tired and messed up barhs ; never thought of switching on the com . valentine's dayy ytd ; pretty sucky this yr barhs . especially this year hahas . left her the present outside her house ; because nobody answered the door ; so ii just left it at her door handle . she told me about the present ; what a sigh of relief ! thought she didn't receive the present or the present is being taken away by other people or something . xx= after meeting joseph and caine bro at bugis ; we went bugis street for shopping . ii only bought a pair of slip shoes ; with skully designs . thought my father will disapprove ; but he never say anything . phew . nothing much to sayy lerhs ; tomorrow meeting kenn hia di wees . bye peeps ; happy chinese new year in advance . ((:
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
VALENTINE'S DAY IS COMING SOON ; SO SIIANS . peeps are talking about it ;thinking of what to buy for their adore ones .some proposed their love to the ones they secretly admired ;some spent the whole day with their loved ones .people keep asking me about valentine's day ;ii said nothing or pretend ii never hear anything .deep inside my heart ; ii was hurting .wanna scream ; CAN YOU STOP ASKING ME THIS QUESTION ?nobody can see the scars ; the pain ii am undergoing through .ii tried to make you turn back to me ; but did you ?WHERE IS YOUR HEART ?HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN EVERYTHING WE ONCE HELD TIGHT TOGETHER ;THE PROMISES ; THE MEMORIES ;YOU SHATTERED THEM ALL BY YOURSELF .I REMBERED WHAT YOU TOLD ME ;I HELD ON ; WHAT HAPPENED ?MY LIFE IS STILL IN A MESS ;YOU LEFT ME SCARRED .BACK TO DARKNESS .
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didn't post for a long time ; being busy . hahas nobody will be looking anyway ; so many shyt happened . ii went hospital for my checkup ; my low blood pressure may just happen anytime ; and ii may just collapse and faint like that . life is short ; ii have to admit . my handphone bill exploded like fcuk ; one hundred and thirty two dollars ; lol . my hard earned pay have to use to pay for the bill . haven't even settle my expenses ; give half of my pay ; my new handphone . =.=" going to get my ATM card soon ; wees . ((:
09/02/2007 . THE EXCITING MOMENT of my life . after work ; ii went home ; prepared myself into uniform attire ; den went to meet caine and friends for lunch before going back to school for my result . my mother was outside the hall ; monk's hill batch seems to be doing better than us for O's . ii was one of the last few to collect my results ; because of my hair . make me so nervous larhs ; hahas . =xX at last it was my turn ; ii saw my result : ii gort 18 for my L1R4 ; thought ii could have done better . ii was eligible for the audio and visual technology course ; ii dun know whether ii cann go in . tomorrow is the last day for registation for poly courses ; guess ii better stayy at home and seriously consider my choices carefully . my supervisor arranged miie off for today .
went to LIMQI's birthday last sunday ; saw BABY TEARS . nothing much to write down . ((:
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AFTER WORK WAITING FOR MRT TO GO TO HER PLACE . REFLECTIONS . ((:
