Thursday, January 25, 2007
GOSH DO I LOOK SCARY ? X=
here's another post siians my parents keep nagging at miie for staying at home zu0 wu zu0 b0 haiy0y0 . my N70 needs to bring for repair siian ji pua this means no MP3 ; cannot take 2.0 megapixel pictures . SIIAN AR ! called hazel sweetie a few times ; g0sh herr motherr nagged at herr to0s must be studies still g0rt wad else l0l . reminds miie 0f last yr g0sh ii dun want t0 retain ahhs hao scarred lehhs . think hazel's studies so many subjects changed syllabus lia0s haiiy0 . only some questions can help herr barhs haha . I HAVE QUIT SMOKING ! haha s0 pr0ud t0 ann0unce that haha . think ii have not much money barhs and probably dun want to get caught by my parents . x= t0dayy at w0rk quite crazy barhs miie and Dominic keep talking about 'Cha Wu' lol ; he stamp the toast box thing at my muscle den go to the breadtalk bakers show off we all dua pai kias . hahas s0 lamee . =.=" this saturdayy going to bugis barhs with Gideon they all lol Caine ask Hazel whether want come Kovan on Fridayy . haha sh0 stupid xia at the time when ii disturbed him smelly pigg . x= not really much to sayy barhs ; maybe on my next post ? (:
LOL LUCKILY CAINE DO NOT KNOW I'M TAKING THIS ; PIG !
ANOTHER PIC OF MYSELF . . . 
AND THE BACK VIEW OF MYSELF ; GOSH THAT IS NOT A NICE SHOT AT ALL . =/
# 10 DAYS AND I'M STILL WAITING ; I STILL LOVE YOU . I BELONG TO YOU . <>
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neverr post since ytd ; quite tired after keyboard lesson and work siian ji pua xia . haiis she knew that ii smoked ; and said thatt she won't come back to miie because of that . stupid excuse xia ; she dun even loved miie at all haiis why talk s0 much xia . if she loved miie she won't care and will just come back to miie . she should know that ii would quit smoking and stuffs like that ; she will neverr know how much ii loved herr . SIIANS ytd go watch ghost tunnel ; the storyline is quite riduculous barhs . but the ending quite nice and sadd as the girl's friend die xia . saw Jovelle mummy and Jasper daddy siian ji pua . they are so sweet ; haiis I'm gonna break down any minute soon . luckily the time passed quickly ; I hope she will come backk .yesterday was my supposed me and hazel's third month ; haiis ii'm getting more upset then . mem0ries 0f the past all flows back to miie ; ii'm trying to put all of that awayy but it is too many things . too many things of the past ; she will never know how hurt ii am . looks like it is gonna be a LONELY VALENTINE'S DAY for miie and my hia di's ; siians . what to do xia that dayy ; maybe go home sleep to numb myself . gonna quit smoking because ii gonna bo money liao ; and maybe gonna build my stamina and body up . feel so fcuked up right now ii'm gonna call my hia di to chat ; SIIANS .YOU NEVER WANT TO BE BACK WITH ME ; STOP LYING TO ME AND YOURSELF .YOU JOLLY WELL KNOW IT YOURSELF ; WILL YOU EVER KNOW HOW HURT I AM ?I ONLY WANT YOU TO LOVE ME BACK THAT IS SO SIMPLE .YOU WILL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU ; YOU WALKED AWAY AND LEFT ME PICKING UP THE PIECES ALONE .I WAS CUT BY THEM ; BLEEDING SO PROFUSELY YOU DON'T EVEN CARE .I CONTINUED PICKING THEM UP ; MY HEART ONLY HAS ONE WISH ONLY YOU CAN FUFILL IT .I ONLY WANT YOU BACK .
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007
POST FOR TODAYY HAHAS . w0ke up early in the morning for work ; den g0 sio hun kee hahas . t0day w0rk cust0mers sh0w attitude xia ; nbccb ; buay song dun c0me la . den g0 sm0ke after w0rk alm0st ti0 caught by HSA ; KNN . wheck him in the stomach ii quickly escape lia0s . siian h0pe t0m0rr0w HSA dun c0mb centrepoint ; arb0 ii die lia0 . BLOODY HSA AR PUA JI BAI ; HONG GANN AR KNN .
she became my sweetie ; but I still can't get over herr .
why d0 ii keep having h0pes 0f herr being with miie agaiin ?
I wished I was deadd ;
I wouldn't think of anything like this .
NO NEED WORRY FOR MONEY ; PARENTS ; OR ANYTHING .
that's all f0r t0dayy n0thing much happened t0dayy . maybe wann quit my j0bb ; my payy per h0ur same as the t0ys r us ; Steve ask miie g0 there w0rk with him ii see h0w . maybe dun want cause a bit she bu de my current j0bb ; all my pe0ple treat miie s0 go0d and missed the breadtalk stuff to0s . can eat the bread and drinks l0l . and slacking and disturb Domanic hahas . x=
YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH MY HEART ACHES ; WE BUILT IT UP TO WATCH IT FALL ?
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Monday, January 22, 2007
SORRY LATE UPDATE FOR THE BLOG ; yesterday went to rain's concert hahas. ( : his dance moves were fantastic ; his b0dy damn nice xia l0l . x=I WAS THINKING OF CLOSING THIS BLOG ; IT BRINGS ME BACK TOO MANY HURTING AND HEARTBREAK FEELINGS . n0b0dy kn0ws h0w much hurting she is causing ; my w0rld is turned into greyscale .THANKS MY HIA DI'S AND THOSE WHO WERE THERE FOR ME DURING THESE TIMES .A BIG THANKYOU TO KENNETH HIA DI ! BROTHERHOOD 24/7 . ( :
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