hmmms . time really flies ; and it is 2 more weeks to my birthday . many things happened ; although ii know mostly are bad larhs ; but life still has to go on . right now she has left so far away it will be hard to turn back ; but ii know sooner or later ii got to move along ; or remain hurt . she is happy now ii guess ; ii couldn't give the happiness or be as good as him . ii remembered my birthday last yr is pretty sucky ; it is at cruise ; lol . ii have many wishes ; oh well ; can't say out ; if not they may not come true . right now ii am just like walking down in the rain alone at night ; there is lightning ; all the people in their houses are asleep ; nobody see me in the rain . if only there is someone ; someone who would just be in front of me ; taking the umbrella ; asking me and shelter me back to home . that is when my happiness arrived . but when will that day come ? when will ii see the rainbow after the storm ? it seems never ending ; it will never stop raining . and as each day passes by ; ii'm getting weaker and weaker ; and the rain is getting heavier and heavier; drowning me as ii fell into the puddle . ii am getting more and more pessimist ; perhaps ii may no longer be the Zhi Yang you used to know .
WHERE IS MY HAPPINESS ?
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ME
ZHIYANG
SIXTEEN GOING SEVENTEEN .
FOURTEEN MARCH 1990.
SIMPLE LIFE.
FREEDOM.
NIGHT LIFE AND HIA DI'S.
